e_LiNNy spEaKs OuT

2006-11-10T16:32:00.000+08:00

check this out..
cool stuff..esp to those who got pissed off with my prev post abt the old danish man..hehehe

http://chanlilian.net/2005/09/17/warning/

2006-08-10T00:36:00.000+08:00

wello mello
long time no see eh?
well i got a bit bz with few things out here..
so i got posted to kelantan and will report duty on aug 16th..am i happy about it?well..NOT REALLY..reasons?

1 . even though i put kelantan as my 1st choice, its not actually my first choice..i just put that to satisfy my parents
2 . im the ONLY one who got kelantan!! grrr

what the hell is happening now?i knew quite a number of my friends who r dying to get posted to kelantan and can anyone reason out to me now on why they didnt get it?ok..telling the truth, i got posted there because i got 'cable' .. noticed my 1st reason before?

i planned it quite well before. if anyone put sabah or sarawak in their option list..everyone knows he/she will definitely get east malaysia.but see what's happening in my case?i still got peninsular..even though i put both sabah n sarawak in my list..so it is an obvious case where 'something is not right'..n dont blame me for tht..tht's the idea from one of the 'higher people' in there.. apparently wht's good for others is much more important than what's best for me..it sucks. i geram ..geram n very geram about it

i sent sms to dr akram to tell him abt it and he bantai me back..he must be thinking that im such a baby.he wrote..u hv to adapt with tht..its a similar situation when u started to b posted to remote villages etc..but doctor,its my FYDO year..i need somebody i familiar with to b around me.

sigh..

talking abt 1st choice..if one kept getting his/her 1st choice..wht does it make him/her?damn good ..or pure luck?it bumped into me last few days about tht.when i checked back my life history, i just realised that i always got my 1st choice in life.when i was in standard 6, after my UPSR..my 1st choice for my secondary school was SMS Machang..n thts bcoz one of my cousin studied there. i got the offer to the exact school, but due to few reasons, ive to decline the offer.but i was satisfied enough.i got my first choice, in a first intake list .
then after my PMR, i got offered to another govt boarding school, SMS Bandar Penawar, where i went for 2 weeks.i left not because i hate the school, but i got better offer :) i got my real 1st choice..a place at MRSM Taiping , and again in a first intake list :)
after my SPM, my first choice to further study was to do matriculation programme under USM..n i got that.after the final exam for matriculation, i chose dental programme as my first choice..n i got that too..after finishing my tertiary education, my first choice for my workplace is kelantan..n i got that, again ..

i guess..it's just pure luck coz i know who i am..n i know my limit..n i know im not tht good actually

p/s : for all the 1st choice tht i got..i never use 'cable' except for my last one..which is 'di luar bidang kuasa saya' ..that is read as : when daddy got involved!!

2006-07-27T17:50:00.000+08:00

ive completed my dental treatment today..n now i hv to start praying for the success of the treatment.i talked to my lecturer who i geram abis tu..u know the one tht ppl thought hv 'something' with me..geez..i cant understand y they can come up with tht idea..it is so obvious..tht lecturer can say nothing good abt me..or to me..all he can do is irritate everyone around him..too bad i hv to do assignments twice with him *sigh*..but hey..its OVER!!! im not his student anymore!! yippiiee!! and actually i hv to thank him for organising such a memorable Glitz Nite for us the other day :)) it was a wonderful event
oh btw..i need to pray so tht he will find his soulmate soon..i think, once he found his true partner, then his mood will b well controlled..n HOPEFULLY he will less irritate me n others..hehehe.. we used to match-make (or was it gossiping) him with another lady lecturer..but thanx to his big mouth..i think tht lady lecturer would never consider him as her target..ada ke dia kutuk her?geram betul i..nasib baik dia much much taller than me.. i mmg rasa nak cili2 kan mulut dia tu..mulut tak insurans...grrr

2006-07-27T01:19:00.000+08:00

some ppl got crazy..
guess who?
the old guy from Denmark..geez..i dunt know wht gets into him..but i think he's trying hard to ruin my good mood today.
i watched a late nite movie with my sis..the movie was 'Random Hearts' starring Harrisson Ford..man..he's gorgeous...even though he doesnt look so good in this movie..but he is a man who gets even better with his age..the older..the better :)
not many guys managed to do tht..rite?

2006-07-24T08:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i took my dad for his regular visit to the occupational therapy.i like to see his therapist.he's very cute..u know..somebody who wears glasses,n tried very hard to speak my dialect..n he is very2 soft spoken with my dad.yeterday, he talked to me on a few things regarding my dad.something strange happened..i cant look at him right into his eyes..very weird..i never felt tht way before..im the one who dont hv problems looking into the eyes of whoever talking to me.no matter how good looking he is.i can even look directly into my x-lecturer's eyes without feeling anything, even though everyone thought that there's something btwn the 2 of us..but this time..its different..i got very shy everytime i look into the therapist's eyes.i hv no idea whts happening..so i just look down everytime i talked to him.he knew abt my convocation day next month..n he half-jokingly asked whether he also got the invitation to go there..i just laugh it out..i mean..what else should i say?

2006-07-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

waiting....
waahh...lambatnya surat offer ni..
few of my friends called MDC n know where they will b posted roughly.they said, the arrangements were done according to our first application form..i hope tht was true..im still hoping to b posted in sabah.
i did my budget ..oh gosh..now i know tht there r so many things to b paid off every month..ive started my survey on few cars..my dream car is a Hyundai Sonata..but b4 i managed to get tht ..i think i'll settle with a cheaper, smaller car first..at least for the time being.
so..whts in my list?well..i hv satria neo, savvy, myvi, wira..atoz..etc..
ive been eyeing for wira for years ago..but..we'll see how it goes..i wont b booking anything yet until i start my work ..
if i got sabah..then how?i guess i hv to start all tht earlier than expected..
patah la kaki i nanti if i dont hv a car to move around..kan?

2006-07-17T08:32:00.000+08:00

medical check up
i went for medical check up yesterday..went there early morning..around 8 something..first hv to do urine test..embarassingly, i cannot pee ..eiskk..i forgot to drink something this morning..well.i drink when i want to..not necessarily after having meals.so the staff there asked me to go elsewhere first..so i did chest x-ray..hv my eye checked..BP..weight n height taken..it was kinda relief actually, coz we were sent to do all the tests in a group..about 5 ppl per group.n im the only gal in my group.there's this one young boy (i think he's pursuing his study in some college) who is a bit gatal..n i dont like the way he looked at me..kinda creepy..so when i was sent to other departments ..i was like ..phewww..but when i was waiting for my turn at the radiology dept, he came.. o'ohh..i think he is one nasty guy..so i get all my works done fast..n went to the other dept..for eye checkn etc.
yeayy!! it seems like i dont hv to wear a glasses yet!!! yippie.!! i thought i hv to wear one..coz last month, i checked my vision at the optometrist shop n he said my eyesight is poor..i got 100-125 power for my eyes :(( but my sis said, computerized technique has a false positive..so she asked me to do Snellen Chart's test..n i passed it :))
my current weight..39 kg..*sigh* not much ehh
my height : 157.5 m...hehe..tht's a 2.5 cm increment from my last check
my BP : 130/90 mmHg ..i think its a bit high bcoz i got stressed coz i cant pee today..hehe..usually mine is in normal range.the staff nurse wrote my BP as normal..phew..saves me lots of troubles.
it was 9.20 a.m. n i cant pee yet!! the staff asked me to drink water and come back after an hour..i did drink a bottle..but nothing came out..the urines were supposed to b sent to the hosp lab at 11..so the kind staff gave me a new bottle..n asked me to go anywhere i want..n come back b4 10.30 to pee..hehe..so my friends n i went to the town..had some drinks.i took nescafe..a good choice to stimulate ur urinary bladder..hehehe..we got back to the clinic at 10.20...n i can pee!!! yeayyy!!
we went home..i took my friends home too..while we were having brunch, my neighbour came..something happened to an old lady..a relative of ours..so its a bit chaotic..my mom went there to sort things out..so as my dad..i stayed with my friends.then my dad asked me to call for an ambulance.we sent the old lady to the hosp in less than an hour.then..one of my friend went back to her house..another friend stayed coz she will go to the clinic again with me to continue our check up.we went to the clinic at around 2 pm.i hv to redo chest X-ray..*sigh*
then i joined my friends to meet the medical doc.
after finishing all those stuffs..my friend n i went to KB mall..n hv lunch there.later, we went for window shopping..apparently, there's a new bowling center there..hehe..new spot ehh *winks* ..then we went into various shoes outlets..yeayy..i like a LOT of shoes..may b im still in blue mood after the last chat with J..n luckily my purse is not tht thick at tht time..or else, i'll b spending my money on those shoes like crazy..
i sent my friend home..n reached home at around 5.30. i want to get OL..ok..honestly...unfortunately, there was a storm..so i shut down the modem..tried to get OL at nite..but as usual..my streamyx is nonsense..stupido...
i feel like scolding the staff at TM again..but..i dont think tht will change anything..eiskk

2006-07-13T14:42:00.000+08:00

aarrgghh..penatnya
today i got appointment with Dr Akram..abt my RCT..eisk..we took a veeeryyy long break..almost 1 and a half year..bcoz we were both bz n cant allocate a good time to continue treatment..so guess what?my canals got calcified already..all 3 of them *sigh* Dr Akram was very anxious to finish the treatment today but due to the difficulties, his work got delayed..n we only managed to go until cleaning and shaping.next monday, hopefully he can obturate it.
waaa..so tired ..i was given time to rest and close my mouth from time to time but still..tired la..after the appointment , went to the bank to get Linox's road tax and sent it to kak ani's neighbour.then i went to KB mall..saje..jalan2..
and come back exhausted..waahh..havent done such activities for so long..

2006-07-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

let me tell u a story
hi.
today i wanna write abt one of my x-chat mate..he is an old Danish man..n i think he is out of his mind..wht else can u say abt a 60++ old man who still got hooked with chatting and dating young gals?pitiful isnt it?
i used to b close friend to him..but we had few major fights n didnt talk for months.but this time i dont want to talk to him at all again..he's sick.totally sick man!!! i wish he would read this bcoz he need to sit back n think abt himself.having 2 teenager kids n still thinking tht he's a young man?for GOD's sake!! get real
one thing i totally hate abt him is tht he can never learn on how to share friends. he always want friends for himself only.there's this one time when we were not talking to each other, n he took all my friends (who r also his friends) into a private chat room n blocked all private message btwn us..wht should we call ppl like tht?a crazy old man..hehe
i lost my respect to him totally coz he didnt act the way he should as an old guy.
i mean..my dad is abt 10 years older than him..n he thinks abt his family..giving good education for his children and the future of his grandchildren..
a man of his age should never thought of having a hot date with a gal 30 years younger than him ..or something like so..
i always think a man above 40 years old who still think like a 20 years old guy..is pathetic..n should get help from somebody..i mean, serious help..

2006-07-10T17:19:00.000+08:00

i never watched world cup the way i watched it this year.i started watching it from the 1st game n keep updating to the last..n i m amazed with few teams and very few players..i learnt to adore ppl such as Zinedine Zidane, Figo, Ronaldinho, Podolski and Kaka (just to name a few) in just one month time.
it is devastating to see my fav player left the field in such disgrace..but i cant help wondering wht makes him pissed off before he did the head-butt..reading abt him n seeing him on the field, i can see Zidane as a very cool player..with high team spirit and very sporting (did u watch when he changed jerseys with Figo after defeating Portugal in the semi-final?)..it would take a LOT to make him go off-limit this time..n y doesnt Materazzi said a thing abt the incident?may b he should repeat what he said to Zidane to the whole world..n see how many head-butts he will get after tht..shame on u Materazzi!!

2006-07-10T04:57:00.000+08:00

World Cup over!!
damn it..damn it..damn it..i knew i shouldnt support any team..all my team lost ..hiks..italy won this year's WC..
but the more upsetting moment was when Zidane got red card..it is so not fair!!! it was so obvious that the italian player..materazzi i think...he blocked Zidane..n he must hv said something bad to him..n Zidane cant get a grip of himself..n he slammed tht stupid f**king player...well..yes..i know Zidane shouldnt do tht..n he deserves the red card..but y didnt the referee gave a yellow card to tht stupid guy?
stupid...stupid...stupid..
n i didnt know tht i can curse..lucky u stupid italian..u got my first curse in my whole life..

2006-07-06T07:28:00.000+08:00

france won over portugal!!
i woke up at around 4 a.m..n managed to watch the last 15 mins of the game..its ok la..better than nothing at all.
n today is my birthday!!!
but im still figuring out how should i celebrate it..
Zarina suggested me to take my parents n my sis to renaissance KB for buffet...but actually my family dont really like eating at hotels..we prefer open-air places with more reasonable prices..n plus i dont really eat much..so it would b just a waste ..rite?but hey..i think im gaining weight a bit lately...gosh..i wish i can gain a few more kilos..then it would b much nicer :)

2006-07-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

haii
esok is my birthday..n today..im dead bored :((
i woke up late today..n i messed up with J ..(again)
hope tomorrow would b a better day for me..it is my birthday anyway ..rite?

2006-07-02T07:26:00.000+08:00

1st Sweden..2nd Argentina..n now England and Brazil :((
NOT FAIR!!!
how come all my 4 fav teams lost their ticket to the final?when Sweden lost to Germany before..i dont feel so bad because i dont think Sweden is a famous team..i support them bcoz J is from Sweden..then when Argentina lost too..also to Germany..i felt waah..this is bad. i like Argentina coz it is a strong team since years ago..remember Diego Maradona?
but then i still hv hopes for Brazil n England (i dont really like England actually coz i hate Beckham).but tonite, both teams upset me very much,how can Brazil lost to France?i know France is a good team too..but Brazil got Ronaldo..Ronaldinho and Kaka!! My fav cutie Kaka :(( France only has Zidane..hikss..not fair. :((
i dunno which team i should support now..but may b i will go for Germany (with great reluctance) :((

2006-07-01T07:18:00.000+08:00

argentina lost :((
i didnt watch the match last nite..we didnt hv astro at kampung..but my bro said argentina lost by penalty to german...grr...not fair!!
i was hoping argentina will meet brazil in the final ..hikss..
how come german can win?eiskk...
seems like all my fav teams lost to them..last week it was sweden, n now..argentina..i just hope brazil can make it to the final..they deserved to win..!!KAKA deserves to win!!

2006-06-29T07:55:00.000+08:00

last nite, i tried to miss call Za..n it works..means tht he has returned from his backpacking..we changed few sms towards the nite..until i felt my finger hurts already..so i used my remaining i-talk to give him a call.. Za's voice sound like my uncle's..at first i thought i was calling my uncle..but it couldnt be..my uncle is in KL..Za is in s'pore..he's a very nice guy..im looking forward to meet him one day :)
i didnt go out yesterday..dunno where to go..
n last nite, since i cant get OL, i spent the whole nite learning how to make a multi media presentation via microsoft power point..its pretty easy actually..i make a presentation abt my family, because my 2nd sis just scanned lots of old pics of our family..its not completed yet actually..i still need more personal pics of my family..n my extended families (in-laws, nephews n nieces) i got lots of pics for my nephews n nieces actually..but not my in-laws..wedding pics would be much better..i cant wait to show it to my sisters n bro-in-law :))
today..i hv to kemas2 my books *sigh*...cant run away anymore..mom reminded me twice already..eisk..malas nya..banyak betul buku tu..

2006-06-27T18:44:00.000+08:00

Maybank bangang!!
today, i went out early as planned with my parents..first we went to KWSP office, to open an account for me..but i was told tht i cant open the acc until i started working..fine.
so then i went to Maybank main branch to open ASB acc and saving acc..my parents went to the store to buy few things..after photocopying my IC and driving license..i wwait for my turn..to open ASB acc is very easy n smooth...but i hv to wait for nearly 2 hours to open a saving acc..just as i reached the counter.,that damn staff at the counter said i cant open the acc bcoz i m unemployed..grr..whts tht has got to do with opening a saving acc?stupid la maybank ni..geram i..i asked..cant i just open the acc without filling in abt the employer part..she said..cant do tht bcoz its in the sys..stupid..stupid..stupid..
i rasa macam nak marah je staff tu..tapi nanti i jugak yg malu..so i sabar je la.nasib baik dia tak bagi kat i questionnaire feed back..kalau tak..mmg i takkan puji sikit pun maybank ni..ikutkan ati..i dah malas nk pegi maybank dah..baik i bukak kat other bank yg also provide e-banking..but the thing is tht, most of my family members got acc in maybank..n its easier to transfer money esp for our parents..eiskk..susahhlaa

2006-06-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

hehe
i didnt do anything tht i said i want to do earlier..instead..i chat half of the day..then borak2 with my sis..later in the afternoon, we went out ..shopping for some kain..since i cant find any blouse that suits me..so i planned to make it myself..i mean, am going to send it to my tailor..she's very good and creative abt this kind of things..as for the surat for MDC..well..tomorrow i hv to skip my morning nap..n starts working early in the morning..hv to send my sis to her school..n then take the car to the mechanic..somehow, my 'new' hp gets into the hand brake compartment n i cant take it out..sakit tau tangan tadi..try nak amik..but the space is too small for my hand to lift it out..
oh yes..tadi, my dad also took me to his tailor so tht i can make new white coats..hehe..been told to do tht ever since i started my clinical years..but knowing me..always delaying things..haha
waah..tomorrow i'll b very bz ..citt..cannot chat much la ehh
okla

adios

2006-06-26T11:31:00.000+08:00

pulang ke lubuk!!
im back at KB!!! yeayy!!
cant believe i will b this happy to be back here..well..u never know how much u appreciate ur belongings until u lost them..how very true :)
the first thing tht i checked when i reached home..is my laptop..how i miss u Ms Vcroc..:) oh..btw, my laptop's name is Ms Vcroc :))
then i checked my things in my room..o'ooh..my bantal bucuk doraemon..my windcharm..my bed..my stuffs (still in boxes, fresh from hostel) ..oh goshh..they must b missing me badly :)) hehe
mom said she just ordered for new coverings for the sofa..i wonder how the new coverings look like ..hmm
today im supposed to do lots of things..going out to send the letter to MDC, to usm to send the certs..bla bla bla..
wahh..tired laa

2006-06-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

aaahhh..bosannnn
wht did i do today?
chatting..chatting...and chatting all day long..pity my nephews ..they dont hv the chance to touch the pc for long..but it seems like they care less abt it..or may b they also feel bored today..
i met my old chat frens..waahh..i baru je sebut pasal they all..terus aje jumpa balik..macam magic je.
malam ni pun..tatau..i dah naik bosan tahap cipan ni..nasib baik jugak ada A..dia temankan chat..tapi dia pun tgh kerja..i nk antar msg panjang2 pun..pikir 2-3 kali..ye laa..msg panjang..sure reply pun panjang..dia tu pulak pandai gak nk memanjangkan cerita ni..
kang tak siap kerja dia..kesian la pulak..dah lama dah dia camping dalam office tu..tahan jugak ehh budak ni..
TOLONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!

2006-06-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

somebody sent me this..i forgot who was it, but its nice

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

2006-06-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

another C&P :)

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love". ~ Neil Gaiman

2006-06-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

is it true?

found this in someone's blog..really cool n sweet..check it out

You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it till it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice. From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump upand tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in themorning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open.Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU!DON'T "FEEL BAD" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed. You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don't get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, BradPitt, The Bobo or Jesse McCartny is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care.You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/sexy" or whatever else you can think of on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ;
Girls, I cannot stress this enough:IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH HIS SORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.Someone who will stop what they re doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" .......AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!
Guys repost this if you agree Girls repost this if you think it's cute Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost

2006-06-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

ada orang belanja lunch lagi :))

today i went out for lunch with A..a new fren..we had a nice time..well.at least i think we did.learnt a lot from him..he came from a total different background from me.so i was really amazed actually. only heard abt tht kind of story in tv/megazine..but now i got it first hand .
and once again..am not going to tell abt him in here..i believe its his secret tht should not be revealed by ME!!
enuff to say tht i think he is a very nice n loving guy..n his gf is so lucky to hv him.. then again..i am sure they r lucky to have each other..he is deeply , madly in love with her n so does she (i think..i havent met his gf) he invited me for another lunch tomorrow so tht i can meet his gf..but i dunno laa..takkan la i nak keluar everyday..sakit la pocket i nanti..anyway i wish best of luck for both of them..n hope their jodoh akan berpanjangan sampai bila2..
n thanx A..u such a dear friend :) i m so glad tht i know u :)

2006-06-19T05:21:00.000+08:00

i got flu!!
so i cancel my journey back..
today i went out with my sis n hv lunch at 'Dome' KLCC.very cool indeed..
then we have birthday celebration to mark tht our youngest nephew is now 5 years old :)
at nite, we sent my sis back to HUKM ...
i guess thts all..quite a boring day actually.. *sigh**
i hope my flu will get better soon...very very soon

2006-06-17T05:50:00.000+08:00

The Cancerian

It is the least clear-cut of all those associated with the signs of the zodiac. It can range from the timid, dull, shy and withdrawn to the most brilliant, and famous Cancerians are to be found through the whole range of human activity. It is a fundamentally conservative and home-loving nature, appreciating the nest like quality of a secure base to which the male can retire when he needs a respite from the stresses of life, and in which the Cancerian woman can exercise her strong maternal instincts. The latter tends to like and to have a large family. `Nest like' is an appropriate adjective for the Cancerian home, for its inhabitants tend to favor the dark, mysterious but comfortable type of house which has something of the air of a den about it, a place which belongs to the family rather than existing as a showcase to impress visitors.

* does it sound like me?

2006-06-17T05:42:00.000+08:00

Dalam saya ade awak

Hari tu kita gaduh...
Saya main-main...
Awk ingat betul-betul
Tak tau nk buat mcmana lg
Lantak awk lah...

Semlm kita berselisih..
Saya buat dunno
Awak pandang saya
Saya buat dunno jugak
Degilnyer saya..

Saya nmpk awak
Saya nk panggil
Tapi awak x toleh
Sebab saya panggil awak dalam hati
Bodohnya saya..

Awak tegur saya
Saya buat dunno je..
Tapi awak xtahu happynya saya

Saya dengar awak cerita
Awak kata dah jatuh cinta
Sedihnyer saya..

Awak keluar tgk wayang
Saya pun..
Awak keluar dengan dia
Saya tengok aje

Awak call saya
Mengacau betul..tgh tido lah
Saya layankan aje
Awak ckp awak dah putus
Saya senyum sampai ke telinga
Tapi awak tak nampak

Saya cakap..
Kesiannya awak..
Hipokritnya saya

Hari ni hari jadi saya
Tapi awak luper
Saya sedih...sangat..
Tapi takpe...awak bukannya sesiapa
Awak mintak maaf
Saya senyum aje
Saya kata tak kisah..

Awak belanja tgk national treasure
Isk..tak romantik nyer
Tapi best per

Saya dapat bunga
Cantik...suker sgt
Tapi tak tahu sape pengirimnya
Awak nampak
Awak terus balik

Saya panggil awak
Tapi awak tak toleh
Saya Cuma nak bgtahu
Awak.!!!!!LORI!!!!!!!!!

Saya kejar awak
Awak terus jalan
Saya tolak awak.
Awak jatuh.

Saya nampak lori
Betul-betul depan saya
Kalau ia sempat
Saya nak bagitahu.
Awak..SAYA SAYANG AWAK..

2006-06-17T01:36:00.000+08:00

im feeling like dying
i woke up feeling ok this morning..got OL for a while..then had my 2 hours nap, woke up feeling suam2 kuku..tekak pun dah lain macam.i know i should take panadol ASAP..but i'd rather not..i believe tht my body is more than capable to get healed itself..i just need lots of plain fluids n enuff rest.but then..now its making me re-think whether i should proceed with my plan to balik KB or not tomorrow..im afraid it might just worsen my condition ..eiskk..ive talked abt it with my sis..but i think there is no way i can postpone the plan..dad is terribly bored back there n he started to feel things tht we believe do not exist actually..i'd better be there b4 something else took place..

2006-06-16T01:40:00.000+08:00

ok..ok..i know this is the 3rd post for tonite..but i forgot to say abt this in my previous 2 posts ..hehe..n i dont believe in adding up on my last post ;)
first..hey..i like this template laa..y didnt i see this one when i created my first blog?this is the kind of template ive been looking for..something artistic ..i mean, look at the handwriting for the word 'archieve'..looks old rite?hehe..luckily i chose this one :)
second thing ..i think ppl will wonder how i got the name e_linny..ok..here's the 'long' story behind the name..i knew this one guy from sweden, my chat friend actually..we've been keeping in contact for nearly 1 year plus..he's a nice guy,but too secretive, easily merajuk, likes to hurt me a lot with stupid comments abt my religion n the way i handle things..but despite of all that, i still look forward to talk to him..everyday if possible..u wont believe this..but i actually stayed up late at night even during my schooling days so tht i wont miss talking to him..even just to say 'hi'..sounds crazy rite? n the truth is tht when he hurts me..he really hurts me..sometimes can make me burst into tears.. (n when i hurt him, i think he really got hurt too..haha..so even la kan? ;) ) so..this guy's name is jes (tht's the short name la..i cant tell u his full name here...because..i also dont know...he's TOO secretive..remember?)
so from jes, i changed it to jessy..sounds more manja rite?hehehe..so, when i called him that, he started calling me linny :) i think it sounds cute , so i stick to tht..n the prefix 'e'? well..its a cyber world rite..?we got e-commerce, e-banking..so here comes e_linny :)
so..wht's up with this guy?he's bz lately..i mean very very bz..i dunno wht kind of job he actually does..he said its something abt IT..but tht is GOK..we'll see..if he can trust me fully, he will tell me about it..i dont want to push him..coz it will make him making up stories..i dah terkena once..he told me he was a policeman before..mati2 i percaya..after weeks , then only he told me the truth..ciss...geram betul i..i thought i would stop talking to him ..but then, ignoring him will only hurt him n me..so i just do wht ever that can make everyone happy (though i bet my sis would be thinking in the same line...she's paying the bill , u see?hehe )
we hope to meet up one day..but dont ask me where n when..i am CLUELESS!! now..i got the time..but dont hv the money..n he got the money..but no time...dont even hv the time to drop me a few lines in email..cit..seriously, do u think i should consider him to b my next bf?

2006-06-16T01:31:00.000+08:00

this is the post tht ive mentioned earlier ;)

Foods for the brain and soul

I was asked by somebody y muslims fasting on monday and thursday..im not a good muslim coz i cant answer that..but this is wht ive found..hope i can share it with everyone of us :) ..pls correct me if im wrong

Sahih Muslim Book 032, Number 6222:
Abu Huraira reported Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him) as saying: The gates of Paradise are not opened but on two days, Monday and Thursday. and then every servant (of Allah) is granted pardon who does not associate anything with Allah except the person in whose (heart) there is rancour against his brother. And it would be said: Look towards both of them until there is reconciliation; look toward both of them until there is reconciliation; look towards both of them until there is reconciliation. This hadith has been narrated on the authority of Suhail who narrated it on the authority of his father with the chain of transmitters of MaIik, but with this variation of wording:, (Those would not be granted pardon) who bycott each other."

Sahih Muslim Book 032, Number 6223:
Abu Huraira reported it as a marfu' hadith (and the words are): The deeds are presented on every Thursday and Friday and Allah, the Exalted and Glorious. grants pardon to every person who does not associate anything with Allah except the person in whose (heart) there is rancour against his brother. It would be said: Put both of them off until they are reconciled.

Sunan Abu Dawud Book 13, Number 2430: Narrated Usamah ibn Zayd:
The client of Usamah ibn Zayd said that he went along with Usamah to Wadi al-Qura in pursuit of his camels. He would fast on Monday and Thursday. His client said to him: Why do you fast on Monday and Thursday, while you are an old man? He said: The Prophet of Allah (peace_be_upon_him) used to fast on Monday and Thursday. When he was asked about it, he said: The works of the servants (of Allah) are presented (to Allah) on Monday and Thursday.

FASTING ON MONDAY AND THURSDAY
It has been reported that the Messenger of Allah (saas) fasted the second and fifth days of the week, namely, Monday and Thursday. These two days, as the Hadith explained, are the days in which, twice weekly, the deeds are raised into the heavens and are the days of forgiveness. Abu Hurairah related the Messenger of Allah (saas) was asked why he rarely missed these two days of fasting. He replied: "Indeed, the deeds of humanity are exhibited every Monday and Thursday. Then Allah will further pardon every Muslim for every behavior, except the two believers who part from each other's company; Allah will say to the angels delay the two of them. (Ahmed)
He (saas) was asked again. He said, I observe this day in fasting because it was a day in which I was born, and on it the revelation of (Al-Qur'an) was inaugurated." (Muslim)

This hadith added another reason for fasting on Monday. It was the Messenger's birthday. This is an indication of the fallacy of the annual celebration of the Prophet`s birthday, which some Muslims observe every year on the 12th of Rabee`ual Awwal. This is nothing but innovation, because there is no record of a hadith regarding it. The only thing reported in respect to the birth of Muhammad (saas) is this hadith, and that is celebrated with fasting on Mondays.
One may ask also why is his birth celebrated? Undoubtedly, the birth of the Seal of the Prophets represents a mercy to humanity, as it marked the dawning of a new era in human history.

The inauguration of the Book of Allah, Al-Qur'an, which confirmed and updated previous scriptures occurred on a Monday, when Allah (SWT) revealed the first ayah of Al-Qur'an in the cave of Hira. That was an important event because that was the time humanity began receiving the correct updated manual of life.

For a believer who seeks nearness to Allah (SWT) fasting, as mentioned earlier, is an important and proper way to offer worship (Ebadah). Abu Az-Zarr Al-Ghifari (raa) reported that: "The Messenger of Allah (saas) commanded us to fast in every calendar month three days: the thirteenth, fourteenth and fifteenth. The Prophet added fasting these days is like fasting a whole year." (Nasa'e)

There is room in the way these days are observed, because there are other Ahadiths relating to the Sunnah of three days fasting that can be observed in a different way. The report indicated that the Prophet (saas) fasted every month on Saturday, Sunday and Monday. In different months, he would fast Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. Elsewhere, he was observed fasting on the first Thursday of the month, and the following Monday, and the following Monday. Of these methods, any one you choose is proper and correct.

2006-06-16T01:18:00.000+08:00

ok..
this blog was created n dedicated to my dearest friend, Cili :)
first i hv to tell u this .. I HAD A GREAT NITE TONITE!!!..i ate damn lot..n i enjoyed talking and sharing things with u :) too bad our kawan cannot join us ..hehe..but then good also la..at least he wont know wht hv we talked abt ..hehehe...ssyyyyyy
actually i planned to copy the posts in my first blog into here..but then, it would b called piracy..rite? hahaha..the posts in there is write protected u know..lolzz
lagipun i still got dozens of ideas to mumble about in here :)
and sorry guys..i cant let u know the URL for my 1st blog..u wouldnt believe wht i did in there ..haha..but then again, i still got few posts in there tht i HAVE to copy into here..wht the heck..i copied tht from somewhere else too ;)
so ..hv fun here..i will try to update both blogs everyday..now tht i am so 'free' ..i will do tht gladly :)